Why Did I Fall In Love With You

Song - "Why Did I Fall In Love With You" by DBSK
[english translation]

Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you've already chosen a different path

Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They'd never reach you again

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

No matter to where, we'd go together
It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew up together
But you've already chosen a different path

Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can't turn back

The special meaning held by this day
Today you stood with a happy expression
You looked beautiful while praying to god

But I wasn't the one next to you
And the image of you receiving blessings
Of that how could I let go?

Why did I fall in love with you?
How we were before
We can't return to it anymore
(I've thought it through, thought it through)

Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should've always been by my side (never changing)

But still, even if you leave my side,
I'm only praying that you
May be happy for eternity
No matter how sad that would make me
(no matter how lonely)

sometimes,
things that had passed,
will not come back anymore.
no matter how~

so might as well forget everything and walk forward...

cheers! =D

Back...

yo...
im back...
long time since i step into here again...
well, i think this blog will gonna be hibernated soon...
coz i won be able to update it for the time being...
probably will be back after mock 2???
haha...
not so sure...

well,
life sucks here!
form 6 is the worst part that i have gone through for the time being...
i believe that things might be tougher that form 6 in future...
so will do all the best with it...

anyway,
get inspired by the song called "No Boundaries" by Adam Lambert...
here it goes...



seconds, hours, so many days
you know what you want but how long can you wait
every moment lasts forever
when you feel you've lost your way

and what if my chances were already gone
i started believing that i could be wrong
but you gave me one good reason
to fight and never walk away
so here i am still holding on

with every step you climb another mountain
every breath its harder to believe
you'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
to get to that one place
when you think the road is going no where
just when you almost gave up on your dreams
they take you by the hand
and show you that you can
there are no boundaries
there are no boundaries

i fought to the limit to stand on the edge
what if today is as good as it gets
don't know where the futures heading
but nothings gonna bring me down

jummped every bridge
run every line
i risk being safe
i always knew why, i always knew why
so here i am still holding on

with every step you climb another mountain
every breath its harder to believe
you'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
to get to that one place
when you think the road is going no where
just when you almost gave up on your dreams
they take you by the hand
and show you that you can

you can go higher
you can go deeper
there are no boundaries
above and beneath you
break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

with every step you climb another mountain
every breath its harder to believe
you'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
to get to that one place
when you think the road is going no where
just when you almost gave up on your dreams
they take you by the hand
and show you that you can

there are no boundaries
there are no boundaries
there are no boundaries
no boundaries
yeah, there are no boundaries

yae...
i have a dream...
which is somehow unrealistic to a stupid person like me...
ya...
coz im stupid,
so i dun deserve that dream...
but i will not give up!
if really cun achieve it,
at lease i tried...
so will try my best! =)

that's all for this time...
bye...

Life

i hate this year...
coz lots of ppl left the world...
within one year...
someone lost her dad...
someone lost his wife...
parents lost a good friend...
and lots...

i hate this feeling,
when ever ppl told me this and this died edy...
my mood sunk...
to the deepest...

my teacher always said...
life is short,
but we have to live to the fullest...
ya...
i agree...
life is unpredictable...
and we never know what will happen next hour, probably next minutes o next seconds...

well,
my ex-neighbor passed away few days ago...
the happy family stayed beside our house when we were in the old house at Tabuan Jaya...
i still remember i always greet her when ever i saw her...
and she will turn to me and replied me with a graceful smile...
yup...
she's pretty...

few days ago...
i only managed to see her sleeping peacefully inside a big refrigerator...
she's still pretty...
like an angel...

why good people die earlier?
it's because God needs more angel to help Him?

well...
she's only 43 years old...
her youngest son is still 5 years old...
he seems like knowing nothing about what had happened...
he played, ran around when we were there...
gosh...
this made my heart sunk to the deepest.

Oh God,
she's with u now,
please take care of her...
n hope her family will still be a happy one!

life is unpredictable...
so treasure every moment that you have,
and treasure everyone beside you...

don't hate anyone,
even though he/she hurt you...
open you heart and accept what ever things that had arranged by God...
smile to others,
as it can bring happiness to the others...

'Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
So love the people who treat you right,
Forget about the ones who don't,
And believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
They just promised it would be worth living.'

this probably will be my last post...
coz i left 26 days to prepare for my mock exams...
need to prepare for my studies...

bye all my friends,
till i meet u all again...
May God bless you all!

FAITH, HOPE & LOVE

a song for you all

Updates

it has been awhile since i update my blog...
well,
joined some activities recently...
so would like to share those picture up here...

well,
Young Doctors' Club & Red Crescent Society AGM both had been carried out on last saturday...
so means im free from any jobs edy!!!
haha...

11/7/09 saturday morning...
went to Young Doctors' Club AGM,
then met up Jac them since she's going back on that sunday...
happy meeting up my old buddies =)

4 best buddies >.<




mala mee & kiwi juice! >.<


it's jac's bird!!!


my best buddy jac!!!
all the best for ur studies ya!!!

night time,
followed by Red Crescent AGM...
at kuching park...

kai, phoebe, qi, carmen n me!


sis n me!


pretty phoebe n me.


opening ceremony...


see my 2 noob grandsons!!!
gabriel & adam...


the crazy fashion designer...
bruce lee "underwear"... =____="
it looks fragile...


new invention by qi & pb...
qi said,
the red sharp thing is to help for the sucking process...
*she's demonstrating on how to suck* =____="


the 2 crazy couple!
their presentation made me laughed till my tears came out!!!
damn funny n creative! >.<


buddies =)


with all the VIPs...


with Madam Liew,
our RC teacher in-charge...


random posts!!!
like this picture most!
we won lots of prizes!


smile =)


the pretty ex treasurer, jasmin n me...


Izzan n me...


my junior tian tian n me...


crazy ppl doing crazy stuff...
*crazy ppl - kai n gabriel...


LOVES!!!


no one wants my love ='(
poor me T.T


bye St Thom RC!!!

on sun night,
went to kelvin's house for a mini party...
he came back from perth...
currently studying commercial cookery...
well,
i have a chef friend next time!!!
who can cook nice food for us anyway!!! >.<

twilight novel from perth...
a gift from my buddy kelvin!!!
thanks!!!!


eileen, bian n me...


haha...


FOREVER HIGHIANS!!!!

it's one year since i met u...
when ever i see rainbow,
it reminds me of you...
coz i wrote ur name on it...

rainbow...

回到过去

想回到过去。。。
回到一年前的那个时候。。。

Recent

this is what i m doing recently...
still have half year to go...
hmmm

anyway,
more n more ppl around me are calling me OLD MAN!!!
even my form 4 members are calling me GRANDPA all around the school...
=_____=" swt!!!

im still 19!!! not 91!!!

a nice song for u all...

A new chapter of life

he's someone who gave life to me...
without him,
im nothing...
he doesn't understand english...
mum asked brother to "use a toothpick."
but he asked my brother to "use a stupid."
we laughed...

every time when he reaches home,
he will asks if im at home...
i heard...
coz i am in my room all the time...

he nags,
we ignore...
mum ignores too...
coz it's so annoying...
but we all know he cares for us...

he cares about us...
juz that he doesn't communicate well with us.
he loves everyone of us,
juz that he never tell us he loves us...
like the father like the son...
i never tell him i love him too...
i can't express it out...
maybe this is what boys think,
or should i say men thought?
i don't know...

yae...
he's my one and only daddy...

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY

tomorrow starts schooling...
it's semester 2 edy...
well,
it's a new chapter of life for me...
let the past be the pass...
and i shall not sad with the past again...
coz im human...
human recovers form their bleeding wound...
and i will too...

it will be a new life...
will study hard for my future.
my dream is there,
my future is on my hand...

whether i will achieve my dream or not,
it's another story...
"dream is dream while
reality is reality"
i understand this...
but will not give up my dream!

is time for me to grow up!
thanks God that im still living on this lovely earth...
will live to the fullest!
and will try my best in everything...
treasure everything that i have now...

life goes tougher now...
but...
life is beautiful!!!

FAITH, HOPE & LOVE